Banners!
Mood:  cheeky
What are banners?

Banners are pictures we "bannerist" computer edit using different effects to create what resembles . . . movie posters, or book covers etc.

Bannerist is, of course, a made up word (Matthew made up)to identify the readers whom make banners for Matthew and his stories.

The current story is "Sucker." It involves the members of three boybands; Backstreet Boys, *Nsync and O-Town.

I love to make banners for him, and I'm fairly new at it as well, but I enjoy creating.

Check out my new photo album of the "Sucker" banners I created here: Banners for Matthew Haldeman-Time and check out "Sucker" by Matthew here:Boy Slash or his main site here:Sweet Uncleanliness

Enjoy!

-Leslie Lee

It's May!
Mood:  silly


May 2nd to be exact.

Are you guys having fun this spring?

All the allergens, sinus problems, pesky little insects.

Lets all go outside and take a breath of fresh air. . . *Sniff* Ahhh!

Oh spring is fun!!



*gag*

-Leslie Lee

What's Logic?



logic >noun 1 reasoning conducted or assessed according to strict principles of validity. 2 the ability to reason correctly. 3 (the logic of) the course of action following as a necessary consequence of. 4 a system or set of principles underlying the arrangements of elements in a computer or electronic device so as to perform a specified task.


There is no such thing as logic.

Living in a world where we can't explain the simplest of things.

Logic doesn't exist.

But you may say, UFO's don't exist, or predicting the future is unreasonable, or Bush getting elected again is without logic, without reason. (How in the hell did that happen?)

It isn't resonable for a species from another world to live in conjunction with us humans?

It isn't resonable that Sylvia Browne warned us about the Two Towers?

It isn't resonable that a conspiracy took place to make sure that. . .Bush got reelected? really, how the hell did that happen?)


That's my point. Anything is possible, so you can't dismiss it due to the grounds of logic.

logic is a word used by poeple that are afraid to look beyond the boundries.

They are comfortable living only what they see, and what is logical.

Logic doesn't exist.

It's a made up word.

Anything in life is possible, but logic. Because logic, dismisses the fact that everything is possible.

or anything is possible.

How could life and logic coexist?

Life & logic.

Life & logic?

Impossible. Life is unpredictable, mysterious and we assume what life really is.

Logic can't explain what life is.

Logic is a word used by those who are afraid to consider all that life could be.

Life & logic.

Life & logic?

That's the only thing I can actually say cannot exist.

Logic can wipe out life.

If we lived our lives by the rules of logic, we'll be robots living and beleiving . . . nothing.

We would live . . . nothing.

and believe nothing.

Not A Thing.

How sad. . .

-Leslie Lee

One Crazy Life.
Mood:  irritated



This week I had one crazy life.

It was mixed with lots of good news and lots of bad. Those kind of days make it hard for me to figure out how to play my emotions.

I want to smile and laugh, but then the bad news hits me and I want to be miserable.

I choose to be happy.

I refuse to be miserable, for anyone.

I have to admit, I've been acting a bit arrogant in the pass few days, because my book is finally on it's way to me.

I expect people to treat me better than they used to treat me, because I am now a published author. I guess I can come off as a little conceited when I assume everyone's jealous of me. That's why they don't care.

But, I have worked so hard for this.
I've been wanted this for too long.
I do so much to gain other peoples acceptance. . . It's starting to drive me crazy.

I've been living a life for twenty-three years now, where I have no recognition for the things I do.

I am a decent human being. With morals, and respect, consideration, dignity, ambition and so many other positive qualities I feel needs some recognition.

Why do I push myself hard for others to like me?

Why do I take on more than I can manage?

Why do I make one goal after the other, and vow to die before I give up on that goal?

Why can't people see what it is I'm striving for?

Why does it all seem like a joke to them?


They don't even consider what they put me through, they just think of themselves.


So, Why is it then, if I claim that they are selfish, unsupportive, people that can't accept the fact that someone is doing something they wish they could do, I'm wrong?

Why am I wrong for that?

And am I suppose to give up this life I worked so hard for, just to make one person happy?

Even if it made a group of people happy, am I suppose to give it up?

If it made the world happy, am I suppose to rip it up and throw it away?

No.

Why not?

Because I'm here, on this earth, to make ME happy.

ME.

No one else, but ME.

Is it possible? Is that what I really want? Why does it seem so. . . selfish?

Good question. . .

-Leslie Lee

Romeo & Juliet
Mood:  crushed out

Romeo & Juliet. . . I love this movie.

Released in November of 1996, it stars Leonardo DiCaprio and Claire Danes.

Official Website

Originally a William Shakespear play,the movie takes on the exact script of the books and plays. Which, in my opinion, makes this movie special.

Of course it's updated for us living in the present time.

Instead of swords, there's guns. Instead of the rags they used to wear, there's decent clothing.

Drag queens, Drugs, you know more things you see in the now.

It's an old movie, but it's cool. Me and my bestest friend. . .( another funny word I made up )Keata and I went to see this movie in theaters I think three times in the same weekend.

. . .and I'm sure you can see why. We were in love with Leo.


Doesn't he resemble a special someone?




I think so!
Leo meet Nick Carter. . .










-Leslie Lee

I'm SOOOO Tired!
Mood:  don't ask



Wow! I am extremely tired this morning.

I went to bed last night at 4:00am, or should I say I went to bed this morning at 4:00am.

I woke at 7:00am.

What a day!

Gotta go to work at 11:00am. Getting ready in a minute.

So. . .


I will add a new entry about my day at work, when i get home.

That should be nice, huh?

*sigh* well

If they can do it. I can do it. Right BSB?

Cute boys!

-Leslie Lee

Happy Happy Joy Joy!
Mood:  happy
I have my book cover proof, and I'm reviewing it now.

As soon as I make any necessary correction, The book Will be in my hands in no time.

I'm so excited, I can't wait till my book is out.


*singing* Happy Happy Joy Joy! Happy Happy Joy Joy!

This picture makes me even happier!







Pic by Turlough at
Turlough Is Here


-Leslie Lee

Posted by leslielee3 at 6:08 PM PST

Updated: Friday, April 8, 2005 3:10 PM PDT

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